[ There is enough of them that they must’ve broken at least half a dozen, if not more, but he feels vaguely shameless about it. He’s proud of being able to draw Xichen out of his shell, to be able to be the one to put those expressions on his face. He is the one that was able to reach out and touch him and bring him pleasure.
It is one of the most embarrassing things he has ever done, terribly illicit - he doesn’t know if he’s feeling an odd sense of confusion inside of himself, licking his lips. Even if this is the one time the two of them do this… He can accept that. This will be something he can keep in his memories forever.
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[ There is enough of them that they must’ve broken at least half a dozen, if not more, but he feels vaguely shameless about it. He’s proud of being able to draw Xichen out of his shell, to be able to be the one to put those expressions on his face. He is the one that was able to reach out and touch him and bring him pleasure.
It is one of the most embarrassing things he has ever done, terribly illicit - he doesn’t know if he’s feeling an odd sense of confusion inside of himself, licking his lips. Even if this is the one time the two of them do this… He can accept that. This will be something he can keep in his memories forever.
He is happy. ]
I find I don’t care.