[ There's something in Jiang Cheng that wants to be mean, wants to be bitter, wants to be sharp and harsh - as biting as he always is, the usual violence, the usual hurt and rage, the broken edge to himself. It would be too easy to be mean, to be a bit too brutal, to cuss out Wei Wuxian with all the hurt and pain inside him, but he doesn't. He bites his tongue, and he stops himself, because he feels like it would ruin this moment.
He doesn't want to do that. He doesn't want to do anything that might make Wei Wuxian stop, that might make him take his mouth and fingers away from this beautiful, wonderful torture.
Instead of that, instead of being mean, instead of being Jiang Cheng, he leans into the pleasure. He shifts his body and grinds forward, feels himself shivering, feels the way the moans pour out of him without any kind of self-control. When Wei Wuxian's finger presses into him, twinned with his tongue, the sound he makes is almost pained, as if the orgasm is going to kill him when it comes.
Nothing has ever felt like this; he's never been filled like this, touched like this, kissed like this. Why wouldn't he crave more? Why wouldn't he want more?
Words bubble up, and he whimpers. ]
Wei Wuxian... Wei Wuxian, please... Please let me...
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He doesn't want to do that. He doesn't want to do anything that might make Wei Wuxian stop, that might make him take his mouth and fingers away from this beautiful, wonderful torture.
Instead of that, instead of being mean, instead of being Jiang Cheng, he leans into the pleasure. He shifts his body and grinds forward, feels himself shivering, feels the way the moans pour out of him without any kind of self-control. When Wei Wuxian's finger presses into him, twinned with his tongue, the sound he makes is almost pained, as if the orgasm is going to kill him when it comes.
Nothing has ever felt like this; he's never been filled like this, touched like this, kissed like this. Why wouldn't he crave more? Why wouldn't he want more?
Words bubble up, and he whimpers. ]
Wei Wuxian... Wei Wuxian, please... Please let me...