He doesn't want to admit to being changed, to being influenced, to feeling as if he is somehow lesser or worse or not enough. As a beta, that is how he knows his father saw him - he was not strong and capable of leading alone as an alpha was, and not useful for marriage and breeding like an omega right. He was stuck in the middle unable to lean in either direction, unable to be good enough for either side of it.
Grabbing the letter, he turns his head, ready to shout and snap, when something invades his senses and overwhelms him, makes him stop and go as still as a statue, feeling something unful inside of him, like the opening of a book or the flash of embers on a fire.
Wei Wuxian's scent shifts, and the flush of it has him shivering, his eyes closing briefly as he tilts his head, as he chases the sensation of it. He barely realises what he's doing, leaning closer, his head tilting just a little bit before he licks his lips and forces himself not to whine, to demand more of it, to be touched by someone who he should be sending away. ]
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He doesn't want to admit to being changed, to being influenced, to feeling as if he is somehow lesser or worse or not enough. As a beta, that is how he knows his father saw him - he was not strong and capable of leading alone as an alpha was, and not useful for marriage and breeding like an omega right. He was stuck in the middle unable to lean in either direction, unable to be good enough for either side of it.
Grabbing the letter, he turns his head, ready to shout and snap, when something invades his senses and overwhelms him, makes him stop and go as still as a statue, feeling something unful inside of him, like the opening of a book or the flash of embers on a fire.
Wei Wuxian's scent shifts, and the flush of it has him shivering, his eyes closing briefly as he tilts his head, as he chases the sensation of it. He barely realises what he's doing, leaning closer, his head tilting just a little bit before he licks his lips and forces himself not to whine, to demand more of it, to be touched by someone who he should be sending away. ]