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[personal profile] suibian 2025-01-13 08:40 pm (UTC)(link)
[ When Jiang Cheng finally shows, the burst of relief, of affection in his chest almost floors Wei Wuxian. He didn't know how badly, how desperately, he wanted to see his brother until now. He gives a wane smile to the other man but then the servants are attending to them, laying out a place setting nearby for Wei Wuxian to eat as well. It's only then that his stomach growls and he realizes, he'd been traveling nearly non stop since he got the approval to return home, he hasn't had much in the way of food lately.

So, he'll take his place at the table setting set for him, hand reaching out near automatically for the little jug of wine they place on the table for him. He pours himself a cup and takes a sip, the old but familiar taste of hefeng wine on his tongue so suddenly that he nearly chokes. But he drinks it back, coughs softly and glances towards Jiang Cheng.

He... doesn't know what to say. ]
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[personal profile] suibian 2025-01-13 09:33 pm (UTC)(link)
[ There are chopsticks in his mouth, a piece of chicken being chewed upon as Jiang Cheng finally breaks the silence and asks him a question. Wei Wuxian makes a hum around the chopsticks before pulling them out, swallowing, and shaking his head. ]

I was in Gusu. [ Of course he was in Gusu. ] The journey here from there is never too arduous. Little Apple has gotten a lot better about actually taking me places too, so it wasn't difficult getting it to make the trip.

[ He pauses, and there's clear intent to continue on his face before he just opts to take another piece of food into his mouth. ]
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[personal profile] suibian 2025-01-14 10:48 pm (UTC)(link)
[ He hears the scoff, the derision at him lingering around Gusu like a stray cat left out in the cold, and for a moment Wei Wuxian doesn't know what to say about that. He didn't know where else to go, Yunmeng wasn't available to him and where else would be? Lanling? Qinghe? No, at least the Lan clan was good to him. If he couldn't afford a night at the inn, Lan Wangji would let him rest in Cloud Recesses instead, always an open door for him.

But was Lotus Pier equally open to him? No, he didn't think so. Yet, now he's starting to wonder if that was his own misconception, if Jiang Cheng wanted him back but did not know how to say. He used to be able to read his brother so well. ]


Thanks.

[ And then he's quiet again, the awkwardness suffocating. God. He wishes it were like before, where he could tease Jiang Cheng, find their harmony with one another. They used to shoot the breeze like nothing, like it was as natural as breathing, and now...? ]

The chicken is good.

[ Ugh, he's useless. ]
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[personal profile] suibian 2025-01-21 03:51 am (UTC)(link)
[ It might be something that Wei Wuxian never understands, not really. He used to be so good at reading Jiang Cheng, understanding where he was coming from and why he was doing it. But somewhere along the way their paths diverged and he ended up standing side by side with Lan Wangji instead. A strange thing. So now, Jiang Cheng's loathing of the other man is obvious to Wei Wuxian but the reasons for it are more murky.

He just can't conceptualize the idea that Jiang Cheng might have wanted him in his life more than he gave him credit for. While Wei Wuxian might be an exceptionally confident individual, his self-worth is not that great at all and it means sometimes he misses things. Like this.

But Jiang Cheng is standing up, leaving his meal, and Wei Wuxian looks surprised. He takes another bite of chicken first before getting up and following after Jiang Cheng, chewing, chewing, chewing and then following him through the side door. ]


Ah? Is there something Jiang Cheng wants me to see?
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[personal profile] suibian 2025-01-21 10:26 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Wei Wuxian doesn't get an answer and he's not sure if he should be disappointed or not. Instead, he follows, eyes watching Jiang Cheng and following the ever so familiar route to the private dock. Even after years, things have not changed too drastically in Lotus Pier that he could not remember this.

It means that when they get there, Jiang Cheng is not quick enough for Wei Wuxian's eyes to hide his tears. His attention is so fixed on his brother that he can't bring himself to look away, to miss even a moment. So, when he notices Jiang Cheng rubbing his eyes, he is at a loss for a moment. What should he do? Say? Can he say anything? No, there really is nothing for him to say, nothing to make this right.

So, he does something that he hasn't done in years. He hugs Jiang Cheng. The man has his back to him, is hiding his face, but Wei Wuxian doesn't let that deter him. Instead, Jiang Cheng will find arms going around him, one around his shoulder, the other around his waist as he pulls Jiang Cheng in against him and holds him tight. He rests his chin on his shoulder and there's a soft frown on his lips but he doesn't say anything. What is there to say anyway? There's too much sadness here for words. ]
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[personal profile] suibian 2025-01-25 03:48 pm (UTC)(link)
[ He won't let go again. Wei Wuxian typically does not know what to do when people cry, he's uncomfortable with strong negative emotions, doesn't know how to react to them properly and with grace. But even he can make the effort to comfort his brother, when things are so fraught between them, when their lives are so strained.

He doesn't know what to say, but he doubts Jiang Cheng has the words either. But physical touch comes easy to Wei Wuxian and hugging Jiang Cheng feels like the right thing to do, the best thing to do. As Jiang Cheng sinks into him, Wei Wuxian hugs him harder, tighter, presses his lips to his temple in what he hopes is a comforting kiss and just holds him tightly out here on this dock.

They don't need to say anything, they don't need to do anything, but if he can just have this moment with Jiang Cheng, he knows it'll soothe something broken inside of him. ]
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[personal profile] suibian 2025-01-26 05:05 am (UTC)(link)
[ Jiang Cheng kisses him and Wei Wuxian is at a loss for words. His hold doesn't weaken, he doesn't pull back, but he does look softly shocked in response. Because of the act, because of who it came from, because of how right it felt. That aching, needful desire to have his brother back in his arms, to make right what was once lost, to have Jiang Cheng look at him with love once again. Something about the kiss feels like a closer step forward to that than anything else.

So, Jiang Cheng flinches and Wei Wuxian holds him tighter, warmer. He rubs his nose against Jiang Cheng's temple and breathes him in. Before, slowly, he lowers his head and presses his lips to Jiang Cheng's. His eyes fall closed and his sigh is soft into Jiang Cheng's mouth, but he slowly coaxes him into a kiss back, tongue softly running against Jiang Cheng's bottom lip as his eyes fall closed and his heart feels full.

Right here, on the quiet of the dock, with just the two of them and an understanding no one else has, he kisses his brother with all the gentleness of a lover. ]
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[personal profile] suibian 2025-01-26 03:05 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Wei Wuxian doesn't have much experience, but still more than Jiang Cheng. He can tell that already in the way they kiss, though the kiss is so good, so perfect, that it really doesn't matter. He feels Jiang Cheng turn more in his arms, grab the front of his shirt and pull him in and Wei Wuxian makes a soft noise, pleased.

His kiss is gentle, passionate, and Jiang Cheng's is equally passionate but much more aggressive. He slides his arms around Jiang Cheng's waist, curling fingers into the back of his robes and lets their mouths move together. He can feel the way Jiang Cheng is full of emotion, trembling with it and when they part for breath, he nudges his nose against Jiang Cheng's, voice soft. ]


Slow down.

[ A soft peck, sweet. ]

I'm not going anywhere.

[ And then he's pressing in again, kissing Jiang Cheng with an open mouthed hunger. He takes the lead, licking into Jiang Cheng's mouth and pressing him back, back, back, until his back hits one of the support beams of the dock and Wei Wuxian is able to trap him in against it. His body presses against Jiang Cheng's and his hands grip the banister on either side of Jiang Cheng's body as he kisses and kisses and kisses. ]
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[personal profile] suibian 2025-01-26 03:33 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Of course, Jiang Cheng didn't listen to him but he didn't expect him to either. Jiang Cheng is his own person, constantly pushing against whatever fate has handed to him. He is fiercely independent, though even Wei Wuxian isn't oblivious enough to realize why that is. Jiang Cheng doesn't have anyone — or rather, he hasn't had anyone, not since Wei Wuxian became the Yiling Patriarch and their shijie...

No, he's had to learn to be alone, so is it really surprising in this moment when Wei Wuxian offers him a lifeline, companionship once again, that he takes it with such ferocity? Wei Wuxian wants him to, wants him to grab onto him and never let go because as much as Jiang Cheng feels like there's no one there for him, Wei Wuxian feels equally adrift. He misses having a home, having someone to love him, feeling like he has a foundation in this world.

Jiang Cheng is his foundation.

The kiss turns rougher, more desperate. Wei Wuxian tilts his head, bites into Jiang Cheng's mouth and licks against him, tongues sliding against each other as breath grows heated and choppy. A hand of his moves to slide over Jiang Cheng's side, curling against his hip and dragging him in against him to press their bodies even more flush. He kisses him, deep and deep and deep. A soft moan into his mouth. He's grateful then for the privacy of this dock because the way he wants to kiss his brother is not for the eyes of anyone else. ]
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[personal profile] suibian 2025-01-26 04:29 pm (UTC)(link)
[ It's hard, really. He knows Jiang Cheng understands why he made the choices he did, but he also knows the choices he made hurt Jiang Cheng regardless. Made him feel undervalued, unloved, alone, and that's not what Wei Wuxian ever wants Jiang Cheng to feel. But he couldn't make any other choices in his mind — he had to save the Wens, he had to partner with Lan Wangji. He didn't have another option.

But now, his life is his own again and he's able to make his own choices, to decide where he goes next. And where he wants to go next is... nowhere. He wants to stay right here, in Lotus Pier, with his brother. He doesn't want to leave him anymore.

Wei Wuxian breathes out heavily against Jiang Cheng, parting their lips and letting himself catch his breath for a moment as his forehead presses against Jiang Cheng's and he closes his eyes. He loves Jiang Cheng. He loves him, he loves him, he loves him. He lifts a hand, cups Jiang Cheng's cheek and brushes his thumb across his skin gently. ]


Jiang Cheng...

[ He surges forward, kisses him again. Hot and wet and desperate, he moans softly into his mouth and kisses and kisses and kisses before breaking apart again. ]

Jiang Cheng.

[ His nose drifts across Jiang Cheng's jaw and he presses in, kissing to his throat now, scraping teeth against the sensitive skin and breathing out heavily against him as he kisses and sucks a mark against the pale skin. ]
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[personal profile] suibian 2025-01-26 06:01 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Wei Wuxian has never told Jiang Cheng he is proud of him for the work that he's done. It's something that's slipped his mind, in his struggles as the Yiling Patriarch, in his death, in everything he has gone through. He has never sat down and genuinely told Jiang Cheng that everything he has done, has been admirable, has been worthwhile, has been something that Wei Wuxian knew he had the power to achieve. He should, one day. Perhaps after he is done kissing him.

For now, he pours those emotions into these kisses, these touches. It's like a gnawing, aching hunger inside of him, unable to be fulfilled by anything other than Jiang Cheng's touches. He has missed his brother, so much, so utterly and desperately. He needs to reaffirm to himself that he is real and whole and true.

Jiang Cheng says his name and sure, it's not his personal name, but it still carries all the emotion as if it were. It softens him, makes his heart ache, and he lifts his head to steal another kiss. He needs to keep kissing Jiang Cheng, to keep touching him. He doesn't want to let him go again.

Foreheads against each other again, he opens his eyes to look at Jiang Cheng's own and breathes out heavily. His hand takes Jiang Cheng's wrist between his fingers and he lifts it, presses it to his pounding heart as he looks back so earnestly at his brother. ]


Yours. No one else's.

[ His heart, it belongs to Jiang Cheng and only him. He knows Jiang Cheng has worry in his heart that Wei Wuxian will truly leave him, hide away with the Lan clan and never come home again. It's not true though, it's not, he only wants to be here. As long as he is welcome, he will be here. As long as Jiang Cheng wants him, he will be at his side.

He steals another kiss and into his mouth, he murmurs against his lips, eyes closing and sigh soft — ]


I love you.
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[personal profile] suibian 2025-01-26 08:34 pm (UTC)(link)
[ It feels almost normal, being told to shut up, being told he's an idiot, by Jiang Cheng. It has him smiling, bright, unable to quell the happiness inside of him because Jiang Cheng's words feel like acceptance, like home, like love. He doesn't say it back, doesn't say the words, but Wei Wuxian knows what his brother means and this is all he wants from him. The shove comes, so gentle, and Wei Wuxian just steps in closer instead. ]

I love you. [ He says it again, emboldened. He leans up to kiss Jiang Cheng's forehead, then his cheek, nosing against the skin. ] I love you so much.

[ It's all he wants to say, all he wants Jiang Cheng to know. He has apologies, of course, has regrets that he needs to admit to. But it doesn't matter right now when it comes to this — his love for Jiang Cheng, his need to share it with him and show it to him. He surges forward then, kissing him again with a deep, eager hunger. He licks into his mouth, aggressive in his kiss and pins Jiang Cheng back against the banister.

One of his legs slips between Jiang Cheng's, thigh pressing up against him as the kiss grows more and more heated. One arm wraps around Jiang Cheng's waist, pulls him over his thigh and the other curls fingers against his neck, caressing him gently even as he buries him in such a kiss. He devours Jiang Cheng, all hunger and need, loving in his own way. He wants to hear more of those soft moans, those tiny noises, wants to make Jiang Cheng feel good. ]
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[personal profile] suibian 2025-01-26 08:57 pm (UTC)(link)
[ There's a heat building between them now. A desperation. He knows how it feels to touch his brother like this, to consume him, and he wants more of it. Jiang Cheng is flushed and perfect, panting against him as Wei Wuxian breathes just as heavily back. He's kissing him with abandon, needing to shower Jiang Cheng in his affection as much as Jiang Cheng needs the affection in return. It's been too long, far too long, since he was this close to his brother and now that need to be in Jiang Cheng's space, to cling and touch and love upon him has become even more potent with this sexual desire underneath his touch.

It's true, only Wei Wuxian will see Jiang Cheng like this. If someone were to interrupt them right now, Wei Wuxian would not be able to promise his behavior would be kind. No, these noises, this desperation, it only belongs to him.

As Jiang Cheng grinds against him, Wei Wuxian presses his thigh closer. It's a little strange though, he doesn't feel the heavy weight of a bulge but more of a flatness. It doesn't take him completely out of it, not when Jiang Cheng is clearly loving it, not when he tilts his head back and makes such a noise that Wei Wuxian's cock throbs within his robes.

Wei Wuxian presses a kiss to Jiang Cheng's throat, then a bite, grinding his thigh up against Jiang Cheng's groin even harder and starting to rock his own cock against Jiang Cheng's thigh. If they were to be spotted, it would be obvious what they were doing — dry humping against each other in the private dock. But no one's around, no one will bother them.

Breathing out slowly, Wei Wuxian murmurs in Jiang Cheng's ear, with a nip to his earlobe. ]


Can I touch you?

[ He wants to get his hands inside Jiang Cheng's robes, to pleasure him with his fingers. But he wants to make sure Jiang Cheng is okay with that first, before he debauches him. ]

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